depression
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On amusement parks, depression, and familiarity with death.
Some types of fun aren’t meant for everyone …
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On isolation, depression, and suicide.
Things can get better. Please, reach out.
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On fire and ash.
The phoenix falls into fire, burns, and dies. Then rises again, reborn. The phoenix triumphs over adversity. Life gets hard, excruciatingly hard. Everything falls to shit. But the phoenix rises again. Or so we hope. Sometimes, the fire burns too hot. And then the phoenix dies and stays dead. Sometimes ash isn’t a phoenix egg.…
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On writing.
By writing, we can prove that we really do exist. But not everyone in jail has access to even as much as a sharpened pencil.
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On happiness and mind control.
We could change our brains enough to feel happy with the world as it is … or we could use our unhappiness as a motivation to fix things.
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On neural plasticity.
What would it take to convince yourself that you are worthy of love?
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On games, tinkering, and gratitude.
By expecting games — and the wider world around you — to have flaws, you can save yourself some heartbreak. Then it’s time to fix ’em.
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On gateway drugs.
Being lied to is a gateway to rebellion.
A Romance, addiction, alcohol, alcoholism, altered consciousness, bars, Bruce Weigl, childhood, children, dangerous drugs, depression, dizziness, dizzy, drug abuse, drug research, drug use, drugs, ecstasy, gateway drugs, incarceration, insomnia, jail, jail poetry, laws, lying, marijuana, mass incarceration, MDMA, parenting, poem, poetry, pot, PTSD, sleep disorder, sleep disturbance, spinning, teaching in jail, veterans, War on Drugs, which drugs are most dangerous, which drugs cause most harm
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On Buddhism, suffering, and Deadpool.
Buddha teaches freedom from suffering. Deadpool teaches us to love who we’ll love and simply endure the suffering that comes with it.
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On bread.
Bread is pretty amazing. But it shouldn’t be anybody’s *only* therapeutic resource.
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